"You have to know the answer to this question! If you died right now, how would you feel about your life? "
--- Fight Club

"For too long I've been parched of thirst and unable to quench it. Too long I've been starving to death and haven't died. I feel nothing. Not the wind on my face nor the spray of the sea. Nor the warmth of a woman's flesh."
--- Pirates of The Carribean

beginning of the end

..but it was just the beginning..beginning of the end...the end of my existence...the existence for which I struggled all through my life...the life which at last ends defeating all your struggles to preserve it...

Cognitive status

This pic might explain to some level my current state of mind.

Most of the things in the world are obvious. For everything else, use your intuition.

Never underestimate the predictability of stupidity.